A change of plan

I remember in my younger years I had a plan for my life. The plan was well calculated and precise. Detailed with events and deadlines, the time and place that things were going to happen and my favorite part of the plan ; the age i would be. You see it was supposed to be a good plan meant to keep me on the straight and narrow, the one way train to an all almost perfect existence. The crazy thing about all this was that no one told me that sometimes plans never work, that you might come across detours and deviate or that maybe sometimes the plan is just unrealistic, i mean no one dared kill a young woman's dream.

So here i am deep into my adult life (this is a nice way to say I'll be 30 soon) , my life is a blur. Life hits you with a chapter that you never anticipated which is called REALITY . The one you've never seen coming and could never have prepared yourself for, suddenly the whole plan is in shreds. Everything you believed your life to be is a myth and oh behold the lies you told yourself and almost believed them.

In all honesty i can't recall where my plan started going south, i don't remember when it all changed. What events lead to this? Was it me who changed or did life change the plan? And maybe, just maybe the plan had a plan of its own. All i know is that this was not the plan. In all honesty i cannot tell you which one it is but i suspect something sinister had been happening right under my nose.

The Universe had a plan for me all along and now i know that sometimes no matter how hard we plan, our lives will go on as they should. It will all work out eventually, as it should, with or without your permission.

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I wish you lots of love and laughter during this 21 days of lock down in our country. Be good to yourself.